Life is too long without you...

~I wondered how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now - if the pain would just decrease to the point where I could bear it - I would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life. And, if it were possible for the pain to soften enough to allow me to do that, I was sure that I would feel grateful for as much time as he'd given me. -More than I'd deserved. Maybe someday I'd be able to see it that way.~

FROM:New Moon(sequel to TWILIGHT)

Life is definately too long when someone you love can never return.

Living each day in a fog...

They say "That's life". I say, Just something like it....

Jeff Dunham

We were given tickets to see Jeff Dunham for Christmas. The show was in Tupelo on Feb. 18.

It was sooo good! If you have not seen or heard of him you NEED to go to the video store!

He is an awsome vintriloquist. My husband and I laughed for the first time in months... although our troubles were hanging around the edges of the night, we quite enjoyed ourselves.

Thank you to my son and daughter-in-law for the wonderful gift! We needed it.

UPDATE

Renee' came through the surgery and is doing well!
I've talked with her a few times, I feel so awful for her and hurt that I cannot be there, but, she seems to be handling it well.
On another note, my friend and colleague, Marilynn, underwent a double mastectomy ,also, on Thursday. She is doing great.
It's all around us...what will be next?
I'll tell you, my youngest daughter who is 16, called yesterday while she was out , to tell me her friend's mother had committed suicide!
The bad times just keep rolling.....

Today is Valentine's ...
Call me a scrooge if you want, I hate Valentine's day.
I think it's a big, commercial waste of money and energy.

Guess I'm still in a bad mood...

Although I hate Valentine's , I can't help but be depressed today because I miss my Grandson, 10-18-07 to 11-29-08
and my sweet daddy , who I lost on 11-04-2006.
They are together now, and I can hardly bear being without them.
Our family has had a year from hell and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. (If you've read my other blog, you know about the life and loss of my Angel - Elijah) Since October of 08' we've lost 5 friends and family members. This week, my younger sister will go through surgery to remove her colon and lower intestines. She is only 36. Due to missing so much work this past year, I cannot be in Texas with her. But my prayers and mom will be.

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Funny! In the news tonight: Columbus,Ms.
Deer jumps through window of Ryan's restaurant and causes havock!

Life as I see it...